Quite recently I’ve discovered something new, a new person. I don’t mean that I just met someone new. I’ve met someone unlike anyone I’ve ever known, a new type of person.
At 25 years old, I’ve met a lot of people in my life, most people have so this is exciting, in saying that, at the same time I’m terrified. It’s hard to be confident approaching a situation when you don’t know what your up against.
I promised myself recently to be true to myself, which I am doing. But I’m finding it hard to decide whether to embrace this or to leave it. I’ve always said that no matter what happened, I would never change the past because of what it’s taught me.
Someone once told me that it was ok to ‘color my life with the chaos of trouble’. I don’t know what I’m getting myself into and I have no way of telling in this situation. Which is exactly how I felt 10 months ago, when I decided to change my life. Back then the idea of failure almost convinced me not to try now I thank myself everyday for having the courage.
I created this artwork, 2 days after I discovered that new type of person. I’ve used a bunch of new techniques in this piece, so in a lot of ways this artwork represents this time in my life perfectly.
This is ‘Color my life with the chaos of trouble’.